So, here I am again. Listening to “Here Comes The Sun”, and thinking about Jens again. like always. I don’t really know what kind of thoughts they are though. They tend to slip through my fingers before I get a chance to pin them down with words. Nothing feels real anymore. (kan inte allting bara sluta loopa snart..? jag är fast i en snedtripp som vägrar sluta..)

And She fights for her life
As she puts on her coat
And she fights for her life on the train
She looks at the rain
As it pours
And she fights for her life
As she goes in a store
With a thought she has caught
By a thread
She pays for the bread
And She goes…
Nobody knows

Last night I had nightmares again. I don’t think I’m supposed to sleep. But this morning a cute boy made me breakfast in bed. I just wish I could feel more happy about it. I don’t even remember why I’m sad or why I’m happy anymore. I just accept it. I don’t know why. The world is a beautiful but oh so horrible place. I don’t know why. I Just accept it.

 

4 Responses to Here Comes The Sun

  1. avatar /C' says:

    Åh, I feel bad for you :(
    Hoppas du fick/såg min förra kommentar, det var varm-hjärtat menad.
    Och låten som låttexten kommer ifrån är helt underbar.

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  3. avatar d. says:

    i’ve been following your blog for a long time, and i hope you will feel better soon. break ups are always hard.. (been through one myself recently).
    the only good thing is that eventually, things will look better again.
    meanwhile, i am glad that you still keep your blog updated and post outfit shots, they’re always so full of perfect style that it’s a pleasure to look at them!
    keep your chin up!

  4. avatar rikku says:

    thank you everyone for your kind words <3
    I’ll try to update my blog more often..!

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