Jun 19
Today I did some more perspective exercises. Although I should probably do
some photoshop exercises as well… But I really wanted to draw a sketch of my
new room! I haven’t gotten a chance to decorate it yet, cause I don’t have any walls…
tehee.. but soon! Also, I’ll help my mum decorate her room. I’ll try to get some
pictures of our apartment as soon as possible! but we haven’t really moved in yet…
anyway, here’s what my room will look like! (hopefully…)
I love owls <3
Ok, so, sorry about the last post. I just wanted to get some things out of my system.
or… whatever. I don’t know. I’m feeling better now I think. In swedish we call it “peppen”.
Today I’ve danced ITG (In The Groove) all day! And then I’ve listened to Happy Hardcore.
I just want to keep dancing. I feel like daning all night long. Also, I’m making dreads.
I think I’ll go to a festival soon, and I don’t want to have to style my hair when I’ll be
dirty as hell all day long, so I figured.. hey, dreads! Not real ones though, only synthetic.
I’ve had those before. I did a quick sketch today of what it could look like
The last time I had blonde dreads I looked like this..
But this time I’ll try to make them look more “natural”, kinda…
Come to me and take my hands let’s get up in the sky to the paradise of rave!
Jun 15
while I still believe in love…
Jag blir så arg. Varför är det okej att leka med mina känslor?
Jag vet att det var alkoholen som talade, jag vet att du inte tänker, men det svider likförbaskat.
Vrid om kniven du, gör det bara.
So you want me to bleed for you when my wounds finally started to heal?
Kan inte hon flytta hit snart, så du har någon annan att leka med.
Jag kan ändå inte tävla mot henne. Jag tänker inte ens försöka.
För jag betyder ingenting. Jag är värdelös. Ett objekt. Utbytbar…
Jag blir så trött. Trött på alla som dömer. Det känns så.
“suck, nu går erika och gör något dumt igen”. Ingen frågar ens hur det är.
Jag vet ju så väl. Jag vet att jag gör fel val, tar de sämsta vägarna,
trasslar in mig i mörkret, men jag kan inte rå för det.
Min hjärna skriker så högt den kan att “SLUTA SLUTA SLUTA,
DU VET ATT DET ÄR FEL, DU VET HUR ONT DET GÖR, SLUTA FUCKA UPP”,
men jag kan inte rå för det. Kan inte röra en muskel. Paralyserad.
Som om mitt medvetande försvann iväg till en annan värld.
Sen hinner verkligheten ikapp som ett hårt slag i magen. Och man faller. Lika hårt som tårarna.
So you want me to cry for you when I smile, when my tears just dried?
Jag vet att det är dumt. Jag vet att jag bara är fånig. Men jag känner mig så hjälplös.
You’re the sharp teethed tiger and I’m the little tiny squeaking mouse in your mouth.
Just kiss me in the rain, while I still believe in love
Jun 10
Great weather today! … too bad I’ve stayed inside all day by my computer.
But I’ve been studying. I started a summer course this week, called “Concept art”.
It seams really interesting. This week we’re doing perspective exercises.
And since I’m really into interior design right now I decided to do a remake on Johan’s room.
I fucked up the window and curtains though >_> I need more practice.
I took a quick shot of the room with my cellphone,
just so you can see what it looks like right now.
hopefully I can make some changes soon 8)
Jun 8
I’m moving today! I’m gonna’ live with my mother. just her and me.
I’m really excited. hopefully we won’t tear each other apart. 8)
no, but really, I think it’ll be great. I just want to decorate the place. right now!
I have so many ideas.. I love interior design <3
I think I already know what my room is gonna’ look like.
it’ll be something like the last place I lived in. here are some pictures.
But I think my new home will be a bit more girly.
and not as many colors. I think I’ll go with pink, blue and green.
oh I can’t wait!
Jun 5
Helloo I’m still on top! Right now I’m gonna’ head in to the city and meet with some friends.
later I’m going to a rave in the woods. I hope this day will be awesome!
although I have a bad feeling about this… I don’t know if I can take it…
seeing them together. I know that’s the way it’s supposed to be.
I know I’m just being silly. I know that. but I can’t stop.
clothes from Japan… <3
party all night long! DNA is playing tonight!
Nu ska vi fan stampa in sommaren!
Jun 3
… that tonight everyone’s getting laid! .. or wait what? XD
No but really, I feel better today. The weather is great. I think I run on solar energy.
I feel like lying on a field somewhere with a beer in my hand and do nothing.
I got a new bikini by the way. for only 60 SEK! I don’t think I’ve ever found
such a cheap bikini in Sweden before. and it’s cute too!
also, I really like my cap from Japan. and my star necklace. both from Harajuku.
<3 I miss Japan…
I just got home from Copenhagen! I was there to see John Mayer play live in Forum. I swear to God, it was probably the best concert I’ve ever been to. John Mayer is such an amazing artist. I never wanted the night to end. I’m a little disappointed that he didn’t do “Your body is a wonderland”. But he did TWO ancores. Not one, but two! he must have loved us. <3 Here’s the setlist:
1. Assassin
2. No Such Thing
3. Vultures
4. Waiting on the World to Change
5. Perfectly Lonely
6. Stop this Train / My Stupid Mouth / Comfortable / Free Falling
7. Slow Dancing in a Burning Room
8. Belief
9. I’m Gonna Find Another You > Friends, Lovers, or Nothing
10. Who Says
11. Heartbreak Warfare
12. Half Of My Heart > Don’t Stop Believing (Journey cover)
Encore:
13. Why Georgia
14. Gravity
Encore 2:
15. Bigger Than My Body
John Mayer live in Copenhagen 30/5 2010 <– Spotify playlist made after the setlist
And now I’m back in Sweden… and it just feels so wrong… I’m not supposed to be here… this is not the place for me… I feel like I don’t belong here… I just want to get away… maybe I will..?
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